May 2009
dream.
i keep telling myself, “amber, soon you’ll be graduating and it will be worth it.” words, God may You grant me enough angelic words to persuade my professors that these papers are 100% ivy league acceptable. the end.
hahaha… oh to dream.
April 2009
I don’t need a reason to kill myself, I need a reason not to. I could die...
explode.
i was upstairs making some tea and i discovered crusants. i’m not sure if the spellings right, but they are delicious. its going to be another long night full of writing and trying to figure out all the rules for APA. yay. prayer is greatly appreciated! i’m learning all kinds of really neato stuff in my counseling classes. i feel like my brain cannot be stretched anymore, if it is, it...
graduation picture.
stephen got approved for the sixth floor!! yay!
i need to pick two pictures to send to peoples in my thank you cards. which ones?
peachy.
yesterday i had a black out. scariest thing EVER. i went to bed feeling nauseous and then i woke up still feeling nauseous and dizzy. i didn’t think much about it, i knew i needed to wake up and get cracking on my paper. i jumped in the shower and then my eyesight went dark, i couldn’t hear the water any more and BAM i hit the shower floor. i eventually woke up, lightheaded and still sick. i have...
everlasting consolation.
“I will remember My covenant with you in the days of your youth, and i will establish an everylasting covenant with you. by one offering He has perfected forever those who are being sanctified. he is always able to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him, since He ever lives to make intercession for them. I know who I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep...